Lyrics

I fold the last of your clothes and go

A new fool dropping the last of her roses

And my heart sank like a stone

And it sank to the deep, a signal

Something’s happening, something has changed

But has it changed me?

Sitting in the taxi listening to Lexie

Took your plants home

Feels weird because you’re not done living

And my heart sank like a stone

And it sank to the deep, a signal

Something’s happening, something has changed

But has it changed

When my French friend made the point

Weird and wrong and strange and disjointed

Are my own vocabulary heavy rotation

The American mind will always find it

Every time the mold's not being fit

And my heart sank like a stone

And it sank to the deep, a signal

Something’s happening, something has changed

But has it changed me

I’m just that dumb kid

I want all that I see

Excellent, another oedipal victory

Hold on

Hold on

Can I be shy and be imposing in one swing

Be honest with me

Am I gonna find out that the closing door has

Always been me

I suck your lip

Wondering what this will become

That look of longing

Forming a pearl upon my tongue

Just caught again

Slipping mercurially

Between the gaze of men

And my map of Brooklyn body

Hold on

I'm not what

What I thought

Hold on

Can I be shy and be imposing in one swing

Be honest with me

Am I gonna find out that the closing door

Has always been me

Can I be shy and imposing in one swing

Am I gonna find that I’m the closing door

Can I be shy and be imposing in one swing

Am I gonna find out that the closing door

Has always been me

Can I be shy and be imposing in one swing

Be honest with me

Am I gonna find out that the closing door

Has always been me

You appeared solid through the mist

Arms outstretching

You pulled me in

And I can’t believe I have never

Stepped into the rolling current

Washed over and let my body go

Tumbling

Doesn’t matter what we find

Doesn’t matter what we find

If finding’s what keeps our eyes

Open wide

Stumbling, I was fumbling around

Bumping into everything

Discovering

And discovering and discovering just how we

Are turn taking

Being baby and acting responsibly

Perpetually unprepared

To step into the rolling current

Just letting go and letting our bodies feel

Amazing

Doesn’t matter what we find

Doesn’t matter what we find

If finding’s what keeps our eyes

Open wide

Doesn’t matter what we find

Doesn’t matter what we find

Doesn’t matter what we find

Doesn’t matter what we find

Doesn’t matter what we find

If finding’s what keeps our eyes

Open wide

Open wide

Buggy summer afternoon

I’m tugging at her pantleg

Got it down round halfway

With a half smile I look to you

For the blue ribbons I’m craving

You pin them on lovingly

And kiss my mind

I’ll swear I’m fine

And smile

I wanna spin you by the fridge

Kitchen twirling

Infinity in the guitar line

And we are grounded by our being

Different beings

Separate

Not the same

Come on, try me

33

Still getting lost on subways

Turning blue on airplanes

I’m so surprised

I just learned it’s simple

Nothing is a symbol

In real life

I swear I’m fine

And smile

I wanna spin you by the fridge

Kitchen twirling

Infinity in the guitar line

And we are grounded by our being

Different beings

Separate

Not the same

I wanna spin you by the fridge

Kitchen twirling

Infinity in the guitar line

And we are grounded by our being

Different beings

Separate

Not the same